it's been a month and i am still disturbed by that feeling. I said to myself, don't worry, everything will just be fine. but right now I can't even understand my thoughts.
Somebody asked, "if you two still love each other, why you decided to end it up?"
I don't even know. I never know that it would be this hard, at least for me (because he looks like have got the new one). But I won't regret it. I know it was the best decision I made. And I know God is preparing lots of things much better than what I am thinking.

It is not easy to rebuild something broken, but it is not impossible.

Smile! And let the world knows that I am strong enough to go through all these things :) 

"Even if the reaction is slow, keep moving!"

- RM

and even it hurts so bad, I will be okay.